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I stated to feel lonly !! my boyfriend left its about to be deported soon, I am supost to turn him in tomorrow the problem its i do not know were he is , plus who a I to do that to him or any one , we are all humans here not animals that need to be kick out of a country who deciedes that when a lot of people are here to make a better lives for there families, the problem like him was he could not stay sover long enough so now he has to pay the price of that the 50 % he was sober with me 15 was good the rest he was a loner and push me out of his life, he usted to get mad at me cause i would not run to him but every chance he had he would avoid me or just not come home, when i need it the most when steph had the stroke he was not with me or when mom died i could not locate him so in a way he was a really bad boyfriend, but why do i still miss him ??? maybe cause i do not want to be alone ?? just the fact that there was a man in the house ?? not sure i need it so bad to feel loved ??? but that is the story of my life !! and when i find someone who will loved me for what i am i run !!!! hmm why maybe cause i have loved once and loved him so much and he destroy everything i had i gave him way too much !!! i could haved given him my life or my heart if he would ask me for it !! its funny i see him now and he does totally nothing for me !!! when i found out my so call boyfriend (who was the last person in this world ) would cheat on me my ex right of way wanted me to have sex with him that day !!!! like i was not in pain ohhhhh no he said so i can forget everything like its that easy man really have totally the wrong precemption of pain i guess . Of course the boyfriend said was nothing he was drunk and only ask this woman to go to a room with him but nothing happen i guess the prostitud had better choices not sure but she was not the only person he talk to and he never told me who the other girls were
he just said its nothing, mmmmmh year right i am tom cruise wife " any way i fell lonly and need to start with something to do i guess steph its getting better and i am not doing much i want to start school that will keep me busy but waiting for make a wish and other appt its keeping me auuuuuggg i guess i need to go to the gym or something cause i am getting to moody latetly or it could be knowing i wont have sex for a while ??? i hope not its so hard to find the person that makes u feel good and understans your body and now i have to start all over again man !!!! i hate that i really like our sex with him he understood me well and allready new what i liked sucks man all of bit sucks !!!! sometimes life sucks i just want to find some one to stay the rest of my life please let me just find that person !!!!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
YouTube - Chayanne - Volver A Nacer
YouTube - Chayanne - Volver A Nacer
I stated to feel lonly !! my boyfriend left its about to be deported soon, I am supost to turn him in tomorrow the problem its i do not know were he is , plus who a I to do that to him or any one , we are all humans here not animals that need to be kick out of a country who deciedes that when a lot of people are here to make a better lives for there families, the problem like him was he could not stay sover long enough so now he has to pay the price of that the 50 % he was sober with me 15 was good the rest he was a loner and push me out of his life, he usted to get mad at me cause i would not run to him but every chance he had he would avoid me or just not come home, when i need it the most when steph had the stroke he was not with me or when mom died i could not locate him so in a way he was a really bad boyfriend, but why do i still miss him ??? maybe cause i do not want to be alone ?? just the fact that there was a man in the house ?? not sure i need it so bad to feel loved ??? but that is the story of my life !! and when i find someone who will loved me for what i am i run !!!! hmm why maybe cause i have loved once and loved him so much and he destroy everything i had i gave him way too much !!! i could haved given him my life or my heart if he would ask me for it !! its funny i see him now and he does totally nothing for me !!! when i found out my so call boyfriend (who was the last person in this world ) would cheat on me my ex right of way wanted me to have sex with him that day !!!! like i was not in pain ohhhhh no he said so i can forget everything like its that easy man really have totally the wrong precemption of pain i guess . Of course the boyfriend said was nothing he was drunk and only ask this woman to go to a room with him but nothing happen i guess the prostitud had better choices not sure but she was not the only person he talk to and he never told me who the other girls were
he just said its nothing, mmmmmh year right i am tom cruise wife " any way i fell lonly and need to start with something to do i guess steph its getting better and i am not doing much i want to start school that will keep me busy but waiting for make a wish and other appt its keeping me auuuuuggg i guess i need to go to the gym or something cause i am getting to moody latetly or it could be knowing i wont have sex for a while ??? i hope not its so hard to find the person that makes u feel good and understans your body and now i have to start all over again man !!!! i hate that i really like our sex with him he understood me well and allready new what i liked sucks man all of bit sucks !!!! sometimes life sucks i just want to find some one to stay the rest of my life please let me just find that person !!!!
I stated to feel lonly !! my boyfriend left its about to be deported soon, I am supost to turn him in tomorrow the problem its i do not know were he is , plus who a I to do that to him or any one , we are all humans here not animals that need to be kick out of a country who deciedes that when a lot of people are here to make a better lives for there families, the problem like him was he could not stay sover long enough so now he has to pay the price of that the 50 % he was sober with me 15 was good the rest he was a loner and push me out of his life, he usted to get mad at me cause i would not run to him but every chance he had he would avoid me or just not come home, when i need it the most when steph had the stroke he was not with me or when mom died i could not locate him so in a way he was a really bad boyfriend, but why do i still miss him ??? maybe cause i do not want to be alone ?? just the fact that there was a man in the house ?? not sure i need it so bad to feel loved ??? but that is the story of my life !! and when i find someone who will loved me for what i am i run !!!! hmm why maybe cause i have loved once and loved him so much and he destroy everything i had i gave him way too much !!! i could haved given him my life or my heart if he would ask me for it !! its funny i see him now and he does totally nothing for me !!! when i found out my so call boyfriend (who was the last person in this world ) would cheat on me my ex right of way wanted me to have sex with him that day !!!! like i was not in pain ohhhhh no he said so i can forget everything like its that easy man really have totally the wrong precemption of pain i guess . Of course the boyfriend said was nothing he was drunk and only ask this woman to go to a room with him but nothing happen i guess the prostitud had better choices not sure but she was not the only person he talk to and he never told me who the other girls were
he just said its nothing, mmmmmh year right i am tom cruise wife " any way i fell lonly and need to start with something to do i guess steph its getting better and i am not doing much i want to start school that will keep me busy but waiting for make a wish and other appt its keeping me auuuuuggg i guess i need to go to the gym or something cause i am getting to moody latetly or it could be knowing i wont have sex for a while ??? i hope not its so hard to find the person that makes u feel good and understans your body and now i have to start all over again man !!!! i hate that i really like our sex with him he understood me well and allready new what i liked sucks man all of bit sucks !!!! sometimes life sucks i just want to find some one to stay the rest of my life please let me just find that person !!!!
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